Assalamualaikum.

I was gonna stop blogging actually since I don't really feel it anymore but since a lot of my friends were asking me about this blog and I guess my birthday will be a good reason for me to start again.

I already started my first semester in a university last 2 months and I guess it is not as easy as people kept raving about uni life. I mean, its not easy at all ! There are a lot of assignment, a lot of test and quiz and I'm totally broke and there will always people who better than you.

I'm not a competitive person when I was in high school, I mean, I don't really care about grades and homework. But now, I can't be that old me anymore !

I'm suddenly missing my friends and teachers 😞

I still remember the day I got my SPM result, the first person I message was Ustaz Zaki, the one that convinced me that I can do it for my Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah paper that I got B+ instead, and I said

I'm sorry.

I got 22/45 for my Math Tech Test 1. And I'm so happy since I'm not good at math and of course additional maths since I was in Form 4. I played a lot in high school so HAHAHA SHAME ON ME.

But ya, what past is past. I'm not going to let the regret gets me since I really want to success in whatever I'm going to do now and I'm not going to let my families, friends and teachers down. AGAIN💪🏽

I took 11 subjects for my SPM paper and this semester I'm only study for 4 subjects so please my dear self...

YOU CAN DO IT !💪🏽

I'm not going to share about the boy in my class who got 44/45 for maths(Im already like him before knew he's gonna be this good)-and shy-sometimes too much-wears spectacles-and-looks kind-and-replied to my not so funny messages-and

caught my heart.

ahem.

but

he's already taken.

so

bye.